This week has been a wee bit mental, we've been on awesome shifts,and to be fair had some pretty amazing children in nursery this week i must say so myself and we've been partying it up an awful lot to which has been grand. Many the times we have been out this week, myself and alter ego tallulah (aka stephy... "hello? tdawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwg?.oh hello christine" CLASSIC!), we have been extremely drunk in what seemed like minutes. the funniest things, fallling over all the way to p'ds and just not having any recollection of the night except ordering a pizzanini (why would anyone want to forget that!) - plus i am NOT an alcoholic.. im a seasonnaire, this is what we expect!
had a couple of new people rock up for the season too, and we have some people leaving.
we have the return of wonderful belfolinaaa after her transfer this week! oh we've missed her. and were extremely excited for 'favourite fancy dress friday'..blatently have to bosh out nurse linda i think so.
Been starting to really think about home, how i miss tesco to go and buy some peach snapps (let me tell you its a bloody bomb out here for that), and how i cannot wait to snooze in my own bed, give my family a big kiss and cuddle (i am cheese yes) and just see my friends!
But there is one thing puzzling me, so im completely ready for english life again (i tell myself i am)... i want to spend time with my family and friends, and get a proper job and all sorts, but ive got the 3 girls in our house out here wanting me to do summer with them because they think it will be a bloody good laugh.. and i dont know why but my head is racking... im finished with seasons i told myself, i want to settle in with the english lifestyle, get a real job and money and all things and be able to treat myself with proper nice things everyone once in a while (even see a nice sum in my account!) but why is my brain playing around on the summer subject? i think its because i genuinelly love these girls in this house a lot more than i can tell you right now. i would possibly say i have become so close to them, they are literally like people ive known all my life.. they really are.
they make me laugh, they make me cry, and theyve made me realise what true gods they are! arghh goddamn, why cant they be bitches! so yeah currently have this dilema, i know i wont do it.. i think maybe its jsut because im scared of what lies ahead? (my dad says i make it seem like the world is coming to an end!) I think its because once ive got commitments, its not as easy to let go of them if i want to just up and leave.. i reckon as soon as im home ill be fine... and anyway, its just an excuse for me to have a holiday and go see them right?!
So yeah, what a boring blog this is! on the funny note of today.. i DID however apply for deal or no deal.. this did make everyone laugh :) and this last week ive also been reading 'memoirs of a geisha'.. a bloody good read, intellectual i must add (it works a treat on the guests!).
Think thats all from me! another good week lies ahead of us i hope.. lets just pray i dont end up feeling the way i did today with this silly hangover and my tiredness nearly killing me (so why the hell cant i sleep now?!)
8 more weeks.. all i have to say is "shit the bed". i love my escale girls.
and i miss my english girls and family.
love love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
p.s i hope you didnt fall asleeep.
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